Procrastination
                      by Christian Livemore
 
                      Let me just say this: I am not a procrastinator. Normally.

                      Normally I am a fairly efficient person. I pay the water bill on time
                      (though I admit only because they’ll shut it off if I don’t), I return
                      phone calls promptly, and I empty the trash when it is full (cough).
                      Well, actually my roommate Stephen empties the trash most of the time.
                      And on Monday nights it is his job to take the trash can to the end of
                      our driveway for the trash collectors to pick up the next morning.

                      In this endeavor, at least, Stephen is not so prompt. He is engaged in
                      an ongoing game with our neighbor and landlord, Alan. Though Alan does
                      not know it, the object of the game is to see who can put the garbage
                      out later on Monday night.

                      Stephen waits eagerly for Monday nights. He passes casually by the
                      dining room window, which faces Alan and Donna’s house, to see if their
                      trash can is still in the yard.
 
                      If it is, he giggles quietly. The game is still on. If it isn’t, he thrusts his arms
                      triumphantly in the air. He won. Now he can take the trash out.

                      So while Stephen sometimes purposefully procrastinates, I normally do not.

                      There are certain things, however, on which I do procrastinate, because
                      I resent having to do them.

                      Buying dish soap, for instance. I resent buying dish soap. I already bought
                      dish soap once, when I was 16. I don’t think I should have to buy it again.
                      I think that once you’ve bought dish soap once in your life, you’re done.
                      You graduate. You’ve done that, time to move on to the next thing.

                      It would be different if using the dish soap were fun. But I resent
                      doing dishes almost as much as I resent buying the dish soap.

                      And dusting. I procrastinate severely on dusting. I’ll wait weeks, walking over
                      the same dust motes 10, 11, 12 times, so much do I dread the task of dusting.
                      But eventually I do it even though it is no fun, because let’s face it: You have to dust.

                      But the yearly Christmas tree provides a unique set of circumstances in my life.
                      It is fun to decorate the Christmas tree, but it’s not fun to take all the decorations
                      off and throw the tree out. That makes the task doubly distasteful because it once
                      was fun, now it’s not.

                      So I procrastinate.

                      Last year I was in CT for Christmas. I had given up my apartment in the city a month
                      earlier after Osama bin Laden made me lose my job. I had already moved my things
                      down to Georgia and was spending the holidays at my mother’s house before I left.

                      That year my mother disposed of the Christmas tree while my sister and I were out
                      spending her gift certificates. My mother lives in a second-floor apartment and didn’t
                      want to drag the tree down the stairs and didn’t want to wait for Charity and I to
                      get home to take the tree out.

                      So she opened the kitchen window and pushed the tree out onto the roof, where it
                      slid down into the back yard. Only trouble was the tree was about six inches wider
                      than the window frame and when my mother forced it through, the entire window
                      frame tore loose from the wall and went with it.

                      “Those kids of mine,” she said to the landlord as he stared at the gaping hole where
                      his window used to be. “I guess it’s true if you want something done right you’ve
                      got to do it yourself.”

                      The year before that, we were in New York for the holidays. We put off
                      looking for a tree for weeks and weeks, until finally on Christmas Eve
                      day, my roommate Stephen called me at work.

                      “I took the day off from work and got us a Christmas tree,” he said.

                      We decorated the tree that night and had a lovely Christmas.

                      But as you know, sooner or later the tree has to be disposed of.

                      Some people get rid of their trees the day after Christmas. Others wait until after
                      New Year’s. But these folks had already had the enjoyment of their tree for a week
                      or two beforehand. And since we hadn’t gotten our tree until Christmas Eve, we
                      reasoned it was all right to keep it up until March.

                      St. Patrick’s Day, to be precise.

                      That’s when it got embarrassing. Everywhere we went folks were wearing
                      green clothes, drinking green beer and walking their green dogs, while
                      in our house, it was still Christmas.

                      We resolved it was time to dispose of the tree. But of course we couldn’t just
                      put it out at the curb where everybody’s trash is exposed for their neighbors to see.
                      When your tree is one in a line of trees waiting for the trash pick-up right after the
                      holidays, that’s one thing. But spring was four days away. We couldn’t just put our
                      Christmas tree out in broad daylight for everyone to see.

                      So we waited until four o’clock in the morning.

                      We were fairly confident all of our neighbors were asleep, because our downstairs
                      neighbor, who kept the latest hours on the block, had shut off his stereo, which had
                      been playing “I Will Survive” by Gloria Gaynor every waking hour for the last
                      month-and-a-half since his girlfriend broke up with him.

                      So at 4 a.m., we dragged the tree down the three flights of stairs to our stoop,
                      then carried it down to the street.

                      But of course we could not deposit it with our own trash. People would know we had
                      kept our Christmas tree up until St. Patrick’s Day. What kind of idiots do that?
                      So we carried the tree three houses down and put it in a neighbor’s trash.

                      The next day walking home from work we made a point of exclaiming very
                      loudly as we walked down our street, “Look at that! Some idiot kept
                      their Christmas tree up until St. Patrick’s Day!”

                      A few neighbors looked at us as we passed by.

                      “Look,” they no doubt said to each other, “Those are the damn fools who
                      threw their Christmas tree out at four o’clock this morning.”

                      The trail of pine needles that led from the tree down the sidewalk to our stoop
                      was no doubt also a tip-off to the true owner of the Christmas tree. And if they
                      entered our house, they could have followed the trail all the way up the three
                      flights of stairs to our front door.

                      This Christmas is no different. We finally took the decorations off the
                      tree last Saturday. It took another three days for the Christmas tree
                      to make it to the front porch. It’s sitting there right now, tinsel
                      dangling pathetically from its limbs, looking like a girl whose date
                      ditched her at a party and went home with somebody else.

                      We told ourselves that we would only leave it on the porch until Alan got home
                      that night, when we would ask him if we could put it in his burn pile.

                      That was last Tuesday. The tree is still on our front porch. Maybe it
                      will make it to Alan’s burn pile by St. Patrick’s Day.


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