A miserable position
 

I'm one of Them - part of what we used to call The Movement, back in the
sixties and seventies. I worked, and yes, protested, against the war in 'Nam.

Go read what I've appended to this: the lyrics to Eric Bogle's "No Man's Land".
That'll put you in the right mood.

I never expected it to be the 21st Century (tm)...and to be back in the same
place as I was 35 years ago. Back then, it was friends, and could easily
have been me. Now it's our kids, and could well be my own: sitting out in
the heat in a country halfway around the world, waiting and hoping not to
be shot at, and hoping to make it home. Trying to stay alive in someone
else's country, who, it's clear, doesn't want them there. Over there for
what, once you toss out all the pseudo-patriotic bullshit and ideology, are
is obviously for oil and power, and nothing to do with threats to us back
in what my bothers who went called The World.

Back here, I read the news, and see the Canadians and British, our alleged allies,
decrying the pusillanimous US media, that carry almost nothing not approved by
the Bush team. I see the polls that I know are rigged, but that will convince far too
many to simply say "what can I do, all alone?", and give up, not even to vote.

Here we are, the oldest democracy, and we count ourselves "lucky" to have a
50% voter turnout. When the Blacks in South Africa got the vote, some waited
in lines for three *days*. In France, in their presidential election a year or two ago,
they considered it a shame that, in the first round of voting, turnout was *so* low
..."only" 72%. Here, it's "too much trouble".

If there's any freepers or libertarians or conservatives, go away, what I'm about to say
is too complex for you to understand; it's all shades of gray, with no white or black at *all*.

So I sit here with the same feelings I had back during 'Nam: I want all those kids home,
safe...and at the same time, it seems as though the only thing that will get this country
out of its video-game-drugged stupor is for them to come home in body bags. I don't
want our troops to go through the same thing that happened to my brothers (and some
sisters) in 'Nam and after...and yet I want the Iraqi resistance to succeed, to increase the
deaths until the Administration can no longer deny that it's a full-scale guerilla war, not by
"fighters" or "Ba'athists" or "Saddam loyalists", but the Iraqi patriots, Iraqi troops, fighting
against an conqueror, just as I would fight were the situations reversed.

How does it make me feel, to want them home safe and dead at the same time?
As miserable as can be, but I see nothing else down the path they've taken.
Bill Clinton was, and stood up for his beliefs, during 'Nam. I, too, kept out of the draft,
but on principle, and stood up to be counted against it (and breathed my share of tear gas).
I look at the cowards of the Administration, who were, when they were not for the war in Nam,
not against it, and all but Powell found ways out of it, with W, who literally deserted after
refusing a direct order to take a drug test. I don't see them following any other course of
action than that of their Christian Millenialist-inspired ideology, if they are not forced to
...and I see nothing except body bags with enough leverage force that change.

And I sit here and watch as the death count grows higher. And mourn, for them,
for all of us, and for the America that could, no, *should* have been.

   mark
 

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        This is a song called "No Man's Land"
... or "The Green Fields of France" it was known in Ireland...

        It's a song that was written about the military cemeteries in
Flanders and Northern France. In 1976, my wife and I went to three or four
of these military cemeteries and saw all the young soldiers buried there.
        And... couple of months later, I wrote a song called "No Man's
Land," which is asking questions of a dead soldier...

Lyrics as performed by Eric Bogle & John Munro, "Pumpe", Kiel, D, NDR-FM
Broadcast May 25, 1982; transcribed by Manfred Helfert.  Copyright Larrikin Music, Ltd.

*****************

    Well, how'd you do, Private Willie McBride,
    D'you mind if I sit down down here by your graveside?
    I'll rest for awhile in the warm summer sun,
    Been walking all day, Lord, and I'm nearly done.
    I see by your gravestone you were only nineteen
    When you joined the glorious fallen in 1916,
    I hope you died quick and I hope you died "clean,"
    Or, Willie McBride, was it slow and obscene?

        CHORUS:
        Did they beat the drum slowly, did they sound the fife lowly?
        Did the rifles fire o'er ye as they lowered ye down?
        Did the bugles sing "The Last Post" in chorus?
        Did the pipes play the "Floors1 O' The Forest"?

    And did you leave a wife or a sweetheart behind
    In some faithful heart is your memory enshrined?
    And, though you died back in 1916,
    To that loyal heart are you forever nineteen?
    Or are you a stranger, without even a name,
    Forever enshrined behind some glass pane,
    In an old photograph, torn and tattered and stained,
    And fading to yellow in a brown leather frame?

    Well, the sun's shining down on these green fields of France;
    The warm wind blows gently, the red poppies dance.
    The trenches have vanished long under the plow;
    No gas and no barbed wire, no guns firing now.
    But here in this graveyard it's still No Man's Land;
    The countless white crosses in mute witness stand
    To man's blind indifference to his fellow man.
    And a whole generation who were butchered and damned.

    And I can't help but wonder now, Willie McBride,
    Do all those who lie here know why they died?
    Did you really believe them when they told you "the cause?"
    Did you really believe that this war would end wars?
    Well the suffering, the sorrow, the glory, the shame,
    The killing, the dying, it was all done in vain,
    For Willie McBride, it's all happened again,
    And again, and again, and again, and again.


 As of Sunday morning, we have 244 Willie McBrides,
 but that will probably change before the sun sets.
 
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